Sap and Such

In exactly 8 hours, it will be the one year anniversary of a giant orange moving truck pulling up to our bright yellow house and taking everything with it, down I-35, to an unassuming town in Kansas.

Last year was a heavy one for us. This year has been full of big one year marks: Sam's birthday, my stroke and the move.  This year has been full of remembrance, thankfulness, new beginnings, challenges and excitement.

I tend to be a bit of a sap.  Things can get me right here (cue Chris Farley pounding on his chest for a visual).  Looking at the forgotten photos that were taken the day of the move, and the weeks leading to that day, brought back so many memories, great memories, and some tears.

I honestly do not think I have cried, or let myself cry, about the fact that we moved away from family, friends and our home, until tonight.  That may seem odd - but part of you must look forward during times of transition, trusting in God's guidance and following in faith.   I'm not talking about stuffing your emotions, but not allowing yourself to stumble on the pain of something that isn't your reality. 

Do not underestimate the joy we have in our lives here in Kansas.  That is very present and real.  We continue to be in awe of the new opportunities we have been given and the support of new friends.  Tonight is just a walk in the past....one that is a bit overdue. 


These photos were taken a year ago.  I love them.

Ella was standing in our yard, with a fantastic tree from the neighbors yard in the background.  I loved this tree and would take a picture of it every year.

 This one was taken in our front yard.  You can tell that Ella is my little ham for the camera.

  Ella and Sam....I forgot how chubby he was. 

 Jason and the kids sliding down the "hill" in front of our house.  Yes, snow in October.  And I love how you can't even see Sam's face.